Morning: I was sad and scared of taking the exams. I was feeling pressured too. And little. So I ran away.
Traffic. The driver made us go. I got some money back and walked. While walking I thought of it as a punishment for running away. But rode another ride halfway. I’m a half ass lol.
I stopped at a convenience store to get a drink. And walked home.
I took out the stuffs I bought yesterday. One of them is the cards from cardcaptor sakura. It is said it can be used for divination too. So, I arranged it. Somehow, I got motivated to do something. Like cleaning my room. But I settle for drawing since I like drawing my feelings and impulses.
I got hungry and ate some apple. I got sad. I feel like throwing up. Now I think eating makes me sad…
Now I don’t want to eat.