I did go rockin! I am here. I’m just hurting so bad. Last time I was here and practically sitting in the same spot as lastyear was when I was with the girl who stole my heart. I know. . man perspective. I’m not supposed to care or have feelings. But I suffer. But I’m here with the fam watching them enjoy themselves
You’re good for doing that, good luck, and if possible do try to enjoy your sister’s bd. Many times we start enjoying things without even realizing it, and it makes all the better.
How selfish can I possibly be!?!? I will be happy sort of. Because it her bday party. I will do my best to pretend to be happy in front of everyone. I an happy for her bday. Sort of. So I just have to try harder
Thanks rocket but that one spanish girl apologizes when she dont write back but shes slowlyvand surely stopping talking texting me. So im bummed about that too. All these rejections over and over. I’m beginning too feel like Im not good enough for ANYBODY. No Matter what I do. I’m losing this fine fight, called life and becoming tires of falling, getting back up again start over, repeat. Damn. I just keep trying snd trying for short periods of time but overcand over again
We never should let our problems or sadness interfere with the happiness of others. It is a very good thing and very enjoyable see others happy, celebrating their birthdays and accomplishments in life, with their happy families, traveling, enjoying life.
Yes, sometimes, we have to do all we can, to hide the tears and sorrow from the world out there, even more from the people we love or more close to us. I know it is not easy, but do the opposite could be selfish. No because we feel bad, we should interfere with the good moments others are having or want to have.
I should not be here writing, and giving any advice, when I am so broken and so hurt, and with this desire of no living more, but more important than me, it is all the world out there, and if I can make a difference in the life of at least one person, I will try alway.
Rainyday. I wish I read this, your comment the other night. Although you are hurting and going through pain like I am. I just want you to know what you said here made me feel some type of reprieve or relief. Maybe those two words aren’t the right two words to explain what I’m trying to say but. I want you to know for a noment. Right now at 530am. I feel okay. So thank you.
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tiredthoughts,
you should have went! and put on a fake smile!
I did go rockin! I am here. I’m just hurting so bad. Last time I was here and practically sitting in the same spot as lastyear was when I was with the girl who stole my heart. I know. . man perspective. I’m not supposed to care or have feelings. But I suffer. But I’m here with the fam watching them enjoy themselves
I am here. I will ask the one cute waitress out. My type too thick, dark hair
You’re good for doing that, good luck, and if possible do try to enjoy your sister’s bd. Many times we start enjoying things without even realizing it, and it makes all the better.
I did enjoy my family. Tonight. Still alittle crushed feelings but i made the best of it
How selfish can I possibly be!?!? I will be happy sort of. Because it her bday party. I will do my best to pretend to be happy in front of everyone. I an happy for her bday. Sort of. So I just have to try harder
I do really oh so bad. Want to just let it out and cry. But I won’t. But I want to
Little steps. Attending and interacting is a great start, no matter what you think/feel atm. And don’t forget to enjoy the cake!
Hey Limited. The cake that night was amazing!
rocketman,
THAT’S A GOOD MAN! NOW GO BREAK SOME HEARTS! 🙂
Thanks Rocket, but I can’t
Thanks rocket but that one spanish girl apologizes when she dont write back but shes slowlyvand surely stopping talking texting me. So im bummed about that too. All these rejections over and over. I’m beginning too feel like Im not good enough for ANYBODY. No Matter what I do. I’m losing this fine fight, called life and becoming tires of falling, getting back up again start over, repeat. Damn. I just keep trying snd trying for short periods of time but overcand over again
tiredthoughts,
You just started the fight! it takes time to find the right one! so enjoy messing around till you do.
We never should let our problems or sadness interfere with the happiness of others. It is a very good thing and very enjoyable see others happy, celebrating their birthdays and accomplishments in life, with their happy families, traveling, enjoying life.
Yes, sometimes, we have to do all we can, to hide the tears and sorrow from the world out there, even more from the people we love or more close to us. I know it is not easy, but do the opposite could be selfish. No because we feel bad, we should interfere with the good moments others are having or want to have.
I should not be here writing, and giving any advice, when I am so broken and so hurt, and with this desire of no living more, but more important than me, it is all the world out there, and if I can make a difference in the life of at least one person, I will try alway.
Rainyday. I wish I read this, your comment the other night. Although you are hurting and going through pain like I am. I just want you to know what you said here made me feel some type of reprieve or relief. Maybe those two words aren’t the right two words to explain what I’m trying to say but. I want you to know for a noment. Right now at 530am. I feel okay. So thank you.
Happy belated birthday to Sister. 🙂
I can understand. I too love my sister alot.
Always hide my emotions so that she don’t have to feel bad for me.
Hey Peace, I want to say thank you for this. So… Thank you!
tiredthoughts,
i’ll talk to you later, i have to get ready for a bad day and a bad week! 4 big shots are in town. i’m so sick of this shit!