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I know what to do but it’s still very hard.

by man08

I live with parents trying to support the, by both my money and my attention. But they not only do not appreciate it but also do bad things to me. I do this because I think it’s a good thing and because of my religious beliefs. But God also seems to not appreciate it.

I work every day and the cycle continues again and again. I dream of living like a pirate – of doing what he want whenever he want. I am 31 years old.

Also recently I meet a woman who sad that she loved me, but she only was with me because of money. I took a lot of loans for here and than discovered that she was not true to me.

I hate girls, because they are so self-confident and just can not love. I hate people in general. Often when I am on the street I so hate some man or woman that I stay until they walk away. I do not know why – may be they seem happy or self-confident or seems do not care about such people as me.

Can not write much, I am at work.


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Lethal337 1/15/2016 - 9:27 am

Wow Ive always opted for the deserted island dream but a pirate would be awesome!

man08 1/15/2016 - 9:41 am
Lethal337 1/15/2016 - 11:59 am

Sounds like it’s excitement you’re after! For me it would be sailing the seas year after year, looting treasure from the rich to feed my adventures. Mostly just detaching myself from the world around me. Today with such a busy world we live that becomes near on impossible, for you the craziness that we now endure makes so many opportunities to live that exciting life you desire! It may not be like that clip but it sure will give you what you need. Stick with your religious beliefs if that’s what you(not family) are about, it won’t stop you from travelling and experiences the wonders of the world. Set aside some $ without anyone knowing and take the occasional short break. There’s nothing wrong with what you’re doing, family is family through all the flaws, usually as in my case it is the child being looking after so I know you’ve drawn the short straw there, it will however make your experience all the better as you will be more grateful than those like myself who forget I’ve never truly done it tough. 50/50 buddy, you need to make time for yourself, any god you believe in would agree with that.

Lethal337 1/15/2016 - 12:02 pm

As for people, you owe them nothing so you don’t give them anything in return. Financially anyway.

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