General I’m a rabid dog, euthanize me. by whiskered-fish 1/14/2016 written by whiskered-fish 1/14/2016 Sometimes, I am torn between wanting to kill myself or wanting to kill myself in addition to everything else that breathes. everythingkilltornwanting 6 comments 0 Email Related posts How Do We Stop the Pain? 12/10/2023 how can I crave what I’ve never had? 12/10/2023 don’t give a shit 12/10/2023 Hell Week 12/9/2023 Salt you still out there? 12/9/2023 12/9/2023 If You Could Have a Real Human Superpower… 12/9/2023 Is It Possible 12/8/2023 This Dog 12/8/2023 12/8/2023 6 comments muspelhem 1/14/2016 - 9:59 pm I think maybe you’re a stray dog that needs some love. Log in to Reply whiskered-fish 1/14/2016 - 10:15 pm Maybe. I’m really not all that accustomed to affection. I didn’t get a lot of it as a little kid. But that’s a whinefest for another day. Log in to Reply IzzyThePsycho 1/14/2016 - 10:31 pm I completely get it. I was growing up and my dad was fucking crazy. I actually got abused. He used to swear at me a lot and hit me sometimes. So yeah, not much affection in my household. Log in to Reply whiskered-fish 1/14/2016 - 11:17 pm Sorry that that happened to you, man. I have had similar experiences. My biological parents were drug addicts, my grandmother an alcoholic, and my grandfather had an anger problem. So I’ve learned to get nervous when people start cursing under their breath and I have a compulsive habit of locking doors behind me. Most of it was just neglect though. There was definitely active abuse but it was primarily just being overwhelmingly alone and unacknowledged. Which is why, at the age of 17, I still have more daily conversations with IP’s than with actual human beings. And an inferiority complex the size of Greenland. Log in to Reply Lethal337 1/15/2016 - 6:46 am I had what could be considered the perfect loving childhood and yet I still hate affection, you touch me you die has always been my thought. I think there’s more to it than just past experiences, some of us are just born more touchy feely. Log in to Reply lonely2k14 1/14/2016 - 10:24 pm I feel you. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.