Im not good at it. Just strumming and listening to the cords I strike coming through my orange amp. Thats it, im rockin a sad face and glum attitude. I wanted ask Sunflower for a woman’s perspective.. But I got caught up in my guitar, my humbug, and nothingness. Like.. Where did my good slightly scratching the surface attitude go?. It went right into my thoughts
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Women’s perspective on what? I will warn you I was rather gender fluid when I was younger so the perspective may be skewed with a residue of testosterone.
HDS that sounds like you could offer an idealised perspective then!
I can’t offer anything useful so am just gonna rock out to your strumming/chords \m/
Thanks Limited, but just that comment alone is useful to me.
Hey sunflower! I wanted your perspective In all my( ex) problems that I create and choose to suffer over. I kind of got alittle wrecked at the family bday party last night on wine. But I wanted some of your perspective. I wanted to email and not put it on blast because I left some things out, in my crying posts. But as time does.. go by. I think to myself maybe, that I should let it be. Let things be. Not in hopes that if I keep on waiting or that she might one day ever write me back because of my feelings for ‘her.
And sunflower you have given me your advice before. When I was at my wits end a few times at my lowest. But i do know you have helped and others’ and guys have. ‘helped me before. I just let this weigh in on me. Not because I don’t want to just let it go. But.. Maybe.. And another 50-60 years of thinking about how I either blew it. Or blame the idea of her, that made her cut ties. And just move on just like that. Maybe if I thoroughly analyze everything with someone. A woman. And an intelligent lady to be exact.
Sure email me. my screen name at gmail. More than happy to chime in on this if you don’t want to hash it out here.