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Just done.

by SkareKrow

I was just delt a bad hand where everything is a struggle for me. I just don’t see the good in life. I trained myself cognitive behaviors and programmed myself to continue to thrive to be productive against my own negative thinking. I have excelled in going outside my box but It’s so exhausting and Im still not happy. Still not any further than I was. There’s nothing wrong with me hating life as long as I’m productive in society. That’s what all the doctors preach right? I’m done pretending, I’m done putting up a fake face. I just want to be in a room left alone and no contact. Let me just live in my mind and be crazy. Atleast I’m not hiding my feelings by being productive. I want to fall apart I’m tired of being strong.

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deadmanliving 1/12/2016 - 7:35 am

Its ok to fall apart.

Lethal337 1/12/2016 - 12:49 pm

I’d settle for a coma too. My dreams make reality seem pointless.

SkareKrow 1/12/2016 - 3:43 pm

I love sleep. Sleep is fantastic!!

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