Keep Moving

This may be a bit confusing to some of you, but it’s what has the need to be let out of my head. When you’re depressed you need to hold onto whatever you can to live. Make up an excuse and believe it. I can’t say I have felt more pain than someone else because no one can feel what someone feels. I can imagine what others have been through based on my tolerance of pain, but to say I have it worse than someone else does can’t be true. Yes, I know this is horrible, but at least once everyday I imagine killing myself or cutting again, but I have the strength to keep moving. Past those thoughts and past that pain. I want you all to keep moving. No matter how much pain you are in, keep moving. Even if you have to ‘move mountains’ so to speak. I want you to do it. Move past the pain and past the feelings. It will all turn out better in the end. I know some of you won’t believe that, but you have too. I didn’t used to believe it. I thought I was going to be depressed until I decided to end it by ending my life. Yet here I am, hopefully helping people get through some of the pain. It does get better.

~Kninea