I haven’t posted in a while, but last time I did I was contemplating on ending my existence. At the time I did not have a reliable method and decided to delay the process. I recently bought an illegal handgun and plan on taking my life tonight with one of the most lethal methods possible. If I do survive then I know I’m going to be suffering severe injuries and may end up worse than I am now, but I’m willing to take that risk. Everybody knows that guns and suicidal individuals don’t mix very well, but it’s only a matter of time before I pull the trigger. I’ve lost all interest in living since it seems like a daily chore, hence I’m not really living anymore and only surviving. I don’t plan on leaving a note behind since that will complicate things and I might change my mind while writing it. Thank you to everyone who has responded to my posts and shared their stories with me. I’ll miss talking to everyone.
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Are you sure there isn’t another way, you could do what ever you want, leave, disappear in another way. I’m sorry I don’t think there really anything I can say because I’m not good at saying things.
I hope you find another way but if you don’t change your mind, good luck on your journey, you know what’s best for yourself and whatever you do its your own choice. If you have nothing you can do whatever you like, so I guess I will support whatever you do because suicide is a serious things so you must have thought a lot about it already and if that’s what you have decided then I guess that’s alright, everything will be alright in the end.
Put the gun away and try something else. You can always go back to that if something else doesn’t work. Try selling all that you have and going on a wild cross country drive. Or take a plane trip to another country and just stay there. Or try taking a bus ride all around the USA and look for adventures. Or try reaching out to somebody on Craigslist. Or try moving to a new place and starting a new life. Try something. Anything but what you have thought.
I believe you can make more of your life then to shoot yourself. Dont do it.
I wish I could just put everything down and runaway but I can’t. I’m still technically considered a minor which means I can’t go across country like I desire. I’ll have that opportunity next year since I graduate school, but it seems to distant to me.
Please, try whatever crazy thing you can think of before you take that final step. Run away from your current life, maybe. Like Phantom said. Try anything. It can’t hurt. Please.
I don’t ever know what to say on these type of posts but don’t do it. We are here to talk . I think about putting a gun to my head every day but I can’t do it because I know there is a bigger and better reason I’m alive . It just isn’t in my life right now. Try else something to get your mind off those thoughts .
I agree with all the PP’s. Are you still with us? Are you still okay?
Yes, I think I’m going wait a couple more days and see if my mind changes then.
Please don’t. Please stop.
Are you okay?
Please save yourself…