It’s like periodic anxiety attacks where my chest aches every time the shock of her absence, the pain of missing our life together, hits me.
I may feel less depressed because of the TMS (or possibly the the treatment for PCOS), but I still feel useless. Classes start this week and I don’t think I know how to be human again yet.
Night Evil, I’m so sorry you are getting anxiety attacks. Here this song is soothing, I posted it in my thread but I’m going to give you it here. Take care of yourself. I really need to go to bed now.
“Take my mind and take my pain,
Like an empty bottle takes the rain.
And heal, heal, hell heal”
Anxiety attacks cn be rough. I used to get them. I would probably still get the only I am on medications that damper that down. It also rough to have somebody you used to be with drop out of your life. Missing somebody is kind of painful too. You got to just push forward and move on. after a while the missing her will go away. I dont know what PCOS is but I hope what ever treatment that is I hope its working for you. I wish you well.