How do you tell someone you love that you dont want to live anymore. That your not just saying it because your having a severe depression episode but that you just literally dont want to live anymore. That they should move on. And that you shouldn’t speak anymore cause it would be pretty fucked up for them to stick around until you killed yourself Plus you dont want them to hurt themselves , because of you. So what do you do… Nothing. Even though your biggest fear is never seeing them again. Lose the best thing to happen to you after life fucked you. Lose that love that wasn’t near perfect. But it was the perfect love for you. Be miserable until you take your last breath. Dont tell them anything. Quietly take your exit maybe they’ll forget about you. Move on. And they will never know your gone.