My Pain

I wish I had an easy answer for you but I don’t. Life is hard. Especially when you are young and partially dependent on others to survive. I say. Try to work on yourself. Try to read some self help books and see if that brings you relief. I say this because that kind of thing has helped me a lot. When I was young like yourself. I didn’t have much coping skills. I learned how to cope with things like anxiety and depression and lack of patience buy reading books. You’d be surprised what you can learn….and if you put it into practice you can improve yourself. You also need to believe that things can get better for yourself if you try because they can. Whatever issues you are facing now wont be there forever. Try to find something positive to get involved with that brings you happiness…. and in doing those things you might meet people you have a common bond with. Something like Sports, music, art, theater, a hobby or crafts or something. If you find something you like to do that will fill your time with something positive and can bring you some relief. Also think about looking into spiritual life. Like maybe going to Church or belief in God or something like that. Those things help a lot of people including me.
Hang in there. Take things one step at a time. One day at a time. And remember your past does not equal your future. Also think about something you could do to help others out.. that could give you a good feeling and a sense of purpose in life. Maybe volunteer to help out others or get a job where you help others out. I did that for a long time in life and it made a world of difference to me. I got a job helping out people with mental disabilities and it gave me a sense of purpose and also I learned a lot of good life lessons with that job like…. how to appreciate what I have. I wish you the best of luck.