Coping SkillsFun & InterestingGeneralPoetry & ArtSo Boaring by whiskered-fish 1/31/2016 written by whiskered-fish 1/31/2016Here you go, Hazy.The one that stalks around in the upstairs hallway doesn’t really look like this, but I think it bears a close enough resemblance. enoughin thelook14 comments 0Related postsnot even trying anymore 9/18/2019Have you ever cried and felt better? Well... 9/18/2019im tired…just make it stop 9/18/2019scared.. 9/18/2019Suicidal thoughts 9/18/2019Note 9/18/2019 9/17/2019Urge 9/17/2019idk what to do 9/17/2019A quiet fury 9/17/201914 comments Hazy Day Sunflower 1/31/2016 - 11:19 pmOMG. How do you not just up and piss yourself every time this thing appears. You have to absolutely be the bravest person I have met.Remind me though, anti psychotics caused you to almost die right? Gosh I hope they find some kind of new generation medicine that can give you some breathing room. Log in to Reply whiskered-fish 1/31/2016 - 11:44 pmWow, thanks.I don’t know how. I guess I’ve just been like this for so long. The first “moving pictures” I ever saw were of two moons, one which claimed to be God, and one which claimed to be the devil. Constantly arguing in my ears. They would also write notes to me, and I was able to tell which one was which by the handwriting. And the devil moon kept trying to trick me into believing that it was the God moon. If he succeeded in tricking me, I was convinced that “something really bad would happen.” So I was always pretty distressed at that time.I was seven years old then. And it’s only gotten worse from there. I guess you could say that I’ve had a lot of practice at being functionally crazy.About the meds: I’ve tried only 2 anti-psychotics. One didn’t do anything for or to me, good or bad. The other quite literally almost killed me. And left me with these annoying muscle tics. I hate them. So, yeah. No luck so far on the med front. Log in to Reply LoveDogs 1/31/2016 - 11:53 pmMaybe you need to contact a good reputable psychic. You may be a psychic and don’t know it. This may be why the spirit world is bombarding you with all sorts of stuff. Log in to Reply whiskered-fish 2/1/2016 - 12:00 amHaha, that’s actually really funny, because when I was little, my mother was convinced that I was psychic, and that I inherited it from her. Not because of the pictures, though, but because of the dreams I used to have about the future. But I think that everyone dreams about the future at least once, because if you think about it, there are actually two dimensions of time, one forwards and one backwards. So, sometimes things “leak” and people remember the future. So I don’t think I was psychic. Just leaky.I don’t believe in psychics, but I’ll consider your advice. I consider everyone’s advice because I’m desperate as all Hell. Log in to Reply whiskered-fish 2/1/2016 - 12:01 amNice username, by the way. I do, too. 🙂 Log in to Reply Moneypenny 2/1/2016 - 12:01 amI do think there is so much more to it than humans know about… I don’t know, one day doctors will look back at us and think how could we don’t know about it. But things like this, for now, seeing anything close to this, is something that needs to be affronted by really brave people. O.o Log in to Reply whiskered-fish 2/1/2016 - 12:29 amThanks, Moneypenny.Man, he doesn’t even look that scary to me. The photoshopped pic I mean. Log in to Reply Moneypenny 2/1/2016 - 12:37 amWell it’s because it reminds me of a big wild pig that appears in princess mononoke. A two faced version of that deamoned animal. But just for the fact that it is there in front of you too… with those eyes and those teeth… scary Log in to Reply TheValiant 2/1/2016 - 4:38 amThe only time I took action which I thought could reasonably lead to my own death, and been completely fine with such an end, was when I was on a prescribed anti-psychotic. It left a mark on me, certainly, though from the sound of things I never had it nearly as difficult as you. I hope I didn’t aggravate you too much the other day. Maybe I’ll say if you make up your mind, err on the side of throat ripping. I always feel hollow saying I hope people are doing ok, or at least better, but it’s true. And maybe it’s the ears, but it I think it’s kind of cute. Log in to Reply Moneypenny 2/1/2016 - 4:44 amYou are right ears are cute, and also the sad expression on it’s main face Log in to Reply Hazy Day Sunflower 2/1/2016 - 3:47 pmLooking at him in the light of day he really is kind 9f cute. Log in to Reply Hazy Day Sunflower 2/1/2016 - 3:51 pmI might do a watercolor interpretation of this if you don’t mind. Log in to Reply whiskered-fish 2/1/2016 - 4:01 pmThat would be pretty interesting. I don’t mind at all. Log in to Reply Hazy Day Sunflower 2/1/2016 - 4:13 pmTy Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.