First off I am sorry Monster for you.
So yeah, lately I did became more calm and a degree under happy, rather satisfied. I have everything I need here, no work, no other people.
Speaking of people, I really feel like being asocial, I don’t wanna see anyone, don’t wanna talk and it is just fine to be honest, I have everything at home to be entertained so yeah.
Second, I guess this varies from guy to guy but I had like a maturation phase in some days, I rarely think about having a girlfriend now, even disliking the idea of having one. Which is keeping my head kinda focused.
Third, I had the ” f*ck it ” moment of my life which led my to say…” f*ck it ” like I said to myself get “over it ” because here is the damn revelation of the century, I have a back up happiness plan called “me”. I have me, I need me to be happy, others can’t be always there to make me happy and waiting for them is not really my thing. So you, only you, you the one who reads this, you are the only one who can change. I feel down to but who cares right ? Others just say “yeah that sucks” but not more.
I live in one of the most stables countries ever and I would not be somewhere else right now.
So yeah I enjoy being alone, reading, dreaming, playing, etc.. all be myself and I don’t need someone for it because there is me.
So yeah hope this helped, and don’t die already, there is business to do