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So yeah I am posting after a time

by Lacalamity

So yeah I am here, quite a things have happened, so take a seat and don’t expect this to be something too grim.

So I fought my depression, and finally won, I guess, I feel more neutral or rather “passive happy” now…Maybe with an image things would clear up: I feel like a lone wolf in his cave having food and water.

I am happy with what I have here, always water and something to eat, it is warm, and nobody is here to get on my nerves.

But this is what I have fought for in school, to never go back there.

And I broke my phone, which is rather good,  really, no phone=no stress I swear.

People know where I am, when they want to do something, they have my skype and facebook, even my address. Until then I am happy with myself, in my wolf cave. But it is a bit boring so I am gonna look out for a sport club in the city, gonna probably start aikido again, or maybe handball.

So yeah, it is over for me, no more willing to die just because I feel bad, no more stupid drama, just me and me, because I am the only one who can change myself, no therapist, no medics, no friends, I.

so yeah i just stopped caring about this, even though thinking about killing myself is kinda normal in my head but I got over it.

 

So yeah thanks for reading, and feel free to reply.

 

 

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Hazy Day Sunflower 1/12/2016 - 5:01 pm

I love the idea of you being a lone wof in a den. Perfect.

Lacalamity 1/12/2016 - 5:05 pm

yeah thanks, so yeah I got that off my chest, but I would love to find another lone wolf, but I have my gang of friends and I like them very much, they like me too

Trix 1/12/2016 - 10:17 pm

That’s great. 🙂 It sounds like you’re on a really good path.

featherling 1/13/2016 - 2:46 am

Hey, proud of you for coming out on top! The more people like you there are, the more hope there is in the community. Thanks for that, and hope it gets even better from here on forward.

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