So yeah I am here, quite a things have happened, so take a seat and don’t expect this to be something too grim.
So I fought my depression, and finally won, I guess, I feel more neutral or rather “passive happy” now…Maybe with an image things would clear up: I feel like a lone wolf in his cave having food and water.
I am happy with what I have here, always water and something to eat, it is warm, and nobody is here to get on my nerves.
But this is what I have fought for in school, to never go back there.
And I broke my phone, which is rather good, really, no phone=no stress I swear.
People know where I am, when they want to do something, they have my skype and facebook, even my address. Until then I am happy with myself, in my wolf cave. But it is a bit boring so I am gonna look out for a sport club in the city, gonna probably start aikido again, or maybe handball.
So yeah, it is over for me, no more willing to die just because I feel bad, no more stupid drama, just me and me, because I am the only one who can change myself, no therapist, no medics, no friends, I.
so yeah i just stopped caring about this, even though thinking about killing myself is kinda normal in my head but I got over it.
So yeah thanks for reading, and feel free to reply.