I just wanted to thank everyone for helping me talk about my problems. No matter how ashamed and embarrased I felt being a 35 yr old man. Crying and sobbing and contemplating killing myself because of a girl that I fell in love with that just threw me away. I want to name names but there are so many that helped. I’m glad all you ppl cared about me. Well I felt that way. As I do you. Thanks also for adding me in the stories as they were fun and funny. They helped feel ok in my darkest of times alone, self sabotaging and encouraging me to stay alive alittle bit longer.
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I probably didn’t help at all but thank you man. Im old af and just got done crying from loneliness and lifelong depression but being here for a few just made me feel better. That and i ranted in a draft post. You’re loved and appreciated as you are.
You can rant to me anytime Deadmanliving! You do help, young, wise one..!
Good to read that. Well, the part that sp helped you, not the part that describes what happened to you, lol. No idea if i helped or not (my memory is awful) but i do have to say: been there, living the effects from that to this day (33 here), and i do hope you continue to get better, because i don’t wish that pain to anyone.
Thanks MF
Thank u 🙂 I’m glad we can help
I like to think of this community as a family no matter who you are whether you post daily or just lurk you’re apart of this family and it would hurt to lose you
Yes deadmanliving, MF, nicole123, deadinside, HDS, Rocketman!!October_rain!! and ofcourse everybody else. Because theres so many ppl in this family, my new family that I didn’t want to leave anybody out.
The people on this site have been nicer and more caring than my actual family I like to think of this site as the one place I can state my thoughts without being judged
tiredthoughts,
we have a problem! BL98 and Nicole Kidman didn’t work out! and now they are coming to take him away we have to save him! 🙂
What?!? Did I miss a new story. Whats going on Rocketman?
I’m in! Whatever it is.. I want to help
tiredthoughts,
nope didn’t miss it! 🙂
Rocketman.. Can there be zombies in the story.. I love coffee. And tea. And the walking dead.. Lol. Random..
Dinosaurs? Oh shit.. What about star wars! Add alittle pizza.. Maybe hawaiin pizza, maybe bbq chicken hawaiin pizza, yes!
But if it wasn’t for all of you talking to me, guiding me to give it more time and letting it out and talking about it, my feelings, thoughts and mind was made up. I was going to do it the day I signed up. Balling crying and continuing to do that while posting and reading and learning. It was all good advice, some I didn’t like to hear. But I needed it. I’m not happy still thats ok, I didn’t get the girl(ex) back, thats okay too. Sometimes I still feel down and sad but I know I can come here to seek help and even help others as well. I never consider my advice good advice but I try with a positive, maybe what I say sometimes others can relate, or help knowing that I’m not alone, we’re not alone. Even when we’re alone irl. Just wanted to say thanks everyone. I appreciate talking to you ppl even if we don’t know eachother.
i’ll make sure you eat well! no zombies 🙂
Yess! Food!!! I’ll save the zombie ideas for when I pretend that I’m rick grimes!
Like for real I was laughing my ass off when in the magic spell story zetsumi took off only to eventually ride the giant dinosaur rrwaarr rrwoooarr! And save the day!
I would bake you all a cake, treat you guys to drinks… Wow 50,000 drinks… Lol if I even had that type of money. Besides voicing my opinion I want to do more. But thats all I can do.. I hope its enough. But everyday, I always think to myself while out in real life or at home and cant get to my phone.. I’m always thinking about ” I wonder how Rocketman is… Or is Hds making any progress, I even think about her chickens too. C’mon like a chicken… playing chicken,with cars… which is awesome. Or is Run rabbit run alright. I wonder how deadinside is, I hope Nichol123 is doing ok. She’s like a blessing to read, and is Niil ok? Or I hope she found something..anything.. to be interested in. And muspellin and a whole heck of alot of other ppl. Even the ones that don’t comment and post. I hope they are ok and they find something or some kind of anything of help on here..
That is so sweet, thank you.
Would be nice if we could all meet up in real, but SP will have to do. Thanks you all for showing that understanding and caring people exist in this world. For some SP members are the only kind people they will know
I’m sorry if i sound dramatic. I hope we are able to make life more tolerable…
I would love to meet some of the people on sp one day at least then I wouldn’t be judged on my appearance and I could be myself
Yes Niil, you say alot of smart things for advice to ppl. Even if you apologize for it alot. I love reading your comments to me and other ppl. They help! Oh, and for being dramatic… Maybe, but I love it.
tiredthoughts;
yeah that was a good turn of events! good thing he had strong legs!
I know right… F’ ing awesome. It reminded me of the t-rex in Monsters inc. That tried to be scary but was really sensitive.. I think, if memory serves mw right?