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Tired of my life….don’t want to live at all.

by Honi

I am a student, and older than my other classmates it makes me feel so much inferior that sometimes i dont like to go to classes, and secondly i look older than my age that is an issue too. one of our teacher calls us daily at the podium and asks us to discuss that is highly embarrassing for me facing daily cause my english is not good. a lot of things i have to face daily in class, sometimes i feel to end my life. not able to find any way out. i have backlogs that i have to clear in near future, there is no chance that i am getting my degree on time because of backs. i have failed in every aspect of my life, academically poor, not good in sports, financially poor, and i liked a girl a lot for more than two years and when i asked her out, she and her friends made fun of me in class, till this day i hate to go to class because of her, i am not cool, i am short, ugly, introvert, shy, aggressive person who can’t speak in class. i feel i won’t be able to achieve anything in my life, parents have expectations from me, and daily i feel to kill myself than going to classes and feel inferior and getting humiliated everyday.

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vieve 1/5/2016 - 11:36 pm

Hi, I’m sorry for your struggles. Also, it’s okay if you’re not good at school or sports or whatever. There are other things out there, and maybe those are what’s important to you. I know certain things might be important to your parents, but that doesn’t meant that they need to be a top priority in your life.

On that note, though, it’s still important to get your degree (if you don’t mind me asking, are you in high school?) because your life will be so much more difficult without it. Just keep at it. It might seem overwhelming, but studying every day and asking your teachers for extra help will make a world of difference.

I wish you the best. I’m sorry that girl didn’t like you, but trust me, there are billions of other girls out there. Let her go and leave your heart open for the one who is right for you. 🙂

Honi 1/6/2016 - 3:56 am

thanks for your concern…..i am just five months away from my degree, and i really cry on daily basis while going to classes, i dont want to go to class, dont want to face her, dont want to be humiliated in front of everyone. every single day is a struggle for me.

vieve 1/6/2016 - 10:16 am

Hey, you’re almost there. What about once you graduate? Things will be different, at least. They might be better. At least you won’t have to see these people every day anymore. I know my life got way better once I graduated, so I hope you can hang on and see what happens for you.

Honi 1/6/2016 - 1:28 pm

thanks for talking to me vieve….i’ll try if i could get through these five months peacefully, but i know what’s gonna happen, i can just try and that i’ll definitely do. But every once in a week i feel to end my life cause of humiliation. But let’s see, what future holds for me.

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