I am a student, and older than my other classmates it makes me feel so much inferior that sometimes i dont like to go to classes, and secondly i look older than my age that is an issue too. one of our teacher calls us daily at the podium and asks us to discuss that is highly embarrassing for me facing daily cause my english is not good. a lot of things i have to face daily in class, sometimes i feel to end my life. not able to find any way out. i have backlogs that i have to clear in near future, there is no chance that i am getting my degree on time because of backs. i have failed in every aspect of my life, academically poor, not good in sports, financially poor, and i liked a girl a lot for more than two years and when i asked her out, she and her friends made fun of me in class, till this day i hate to go to class because of her, i am not cool, i am short, ugly, introvert, shy, aggressive person who can’t speak in class. i feel i won’t be able to achieve anything in my life, parents have expectations from me, and daily i feel to kill myself than going to classes and feel inferior and getting humiliated everyday.