I realized last night in the blitz of all the chaos of the party that I will never be happy . My god I am the most depressed person on this planet .
I wanted to kill my self last night . I drove home even though I was a little drunk but I’m a perfect driver . I wanted to drive off the road and crash into something . But I couldn’t do it . And I went home to lay in bed .
I wish I had done it .
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I’m glad you didn’t do it! 🙂
driving off the side of the road is not a good idea. What if you wind up a cripple and having to live.
You’ll be in worse shape then you are now. Im glad you didn’t do it. Try talking about your issues and get some help. I hope you don’t try to off yourself.
I’m glad you didn’t do it either. I so bad wanted to be on lastnight but the more wasted i got the harder it was to read. I wanted to hear about your night too. Sorry it wasnt good.