I Have a Plan

More bad things happened today, things I’d rather not talk about. But now the only thing I have to live for is my little sister, and as much as I do love her, I just don’t want to exist anymore. So I have come up with a plan, a checklist of what I need to do in my last few hours, whenever I decide when those hours are. I’ll probably do it in the summer, so that I can save up for a bag of charcoal. The first thing I’m gonna do is write my note. I don’t need to explain anything in it, my parents already know how I feel, I just don’t think they care, I’ll just write what I want done with my belongings (sold and put towards my sister’s and sister-like cousin’s future). After that I’m going to play a pacifist run of undertale, my favourite game and the only game to make me cry for over an hour just because it was over. After that I’m going to grab some things and go for a long walk into the forest. I’ll set up a tent, start a small fire in a bowl and read a book while I wait for the carbon monoxide to knock me out forever.