I’m incredibly tired. I have to work in an hour. I’m permanently lonely. I try to improve things but im too much of an old useless failure. Im in physical pain mental and emotional pain and i don’t want to live anymore. I wish I had a method. I’ve tried so many times but life I failed. Just like ive tried to improve my life but i failed. I wish death’s sweet embrace would show up. Im just fucking tired.
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Hey, I am here and listening.
All I know what to say is, you’ll get through this.
You will.
Its never the best ride, but it’ll be over.
I love that second to last line of yours, though.
Hope things go easy for you.
Hi deadmanliving,
Not only did i read what you wrote but i felt what you wrote. You come across like a very strong individual so dont ever stop trying. because you are worth while even when you feel like all you do is work. Your not alone because i feel the same way and wished death upon me many times but i get back up and continue and sometimes when i have those bad days i stop what im doing and treat my self with what makes me smile, like pizza with jack and coke. Give yourself a break and some credit. Your here because you are destined too. Live a little and try not to beat yourself up too much. Im here listening.
p.s.
You are a great writer and expressionist
hold on my beautiful brother!!