I lost the few friends I had today because I’m such a jerk. I had another snow day today so me and my friends were playing Team Fortress 2 on a x10 server. I was using an overpowered weapon and one of my friends was getting really mad at me, and since I’m such s bad person I continued doing it because I thought it was funny. After a bit everyone left the server and joined another one. I joined the game, not knowing that they left to get away from me and I started being a douche again. Eventually everyone got fed up and told me to leave, and that they don’t want to talk to me anymore. I’ve been feeling sick all day because of this. And no matter what I do I can’t feel any happiness whatsoever. I’ve been taking naps all day because I can’t feel terrible when I’m unconscious. I’m running out of reasons to live.
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I feel your pain. You have two options: be nice to people and try to be accommodating, or stay alone and don’t try to make friends.
You can still survive without friends, but it’s lonelier, and it certainly sucks if you know that you helped to drive them away.
Wait… your friends actually ditched you because you were winning?… what are they? 5 yolds?… in my time (jesus, i’m a geezer), if someone was better than me i played the damn game until i got so good that i’d kick their ass, overpowered weapon or not. Agree with nepheliad above, it does get lonelier without friends, but i have to add another point to it: maybe you need to get friends that don’t suck at TF2 (and i’m saying this half kidding and half serious).
Hey catcat, I don’t know anything about the game you are talking about, but like Mf said, friends should be made of tougher stuff and not be so sensitive about a little harmless trolling.
It wasn’t really trolling, I was just playing the game. I’m not going to play video games with friends anymore, if I get new friends, which I probably won’t.
Well that sucks. Really it does. Why wouldn’t you play video games with friends. Find friends made of stronger stuff. If I flounced every time someone gave me an online pounding with some kind of cheat code I’d never play any video games.
I can’t find new friends, I’m really socially awkward and sound like a stuttering idiot when I talk to someone I don’t know
You could just join in online and play. Make friends that way. I’m sorry I’m sounding glib about this. I really am not feeling glib about this. You have a real problem. I don’t have any simple answers. Your fiends may just let it blow over.