Hi guys, hope you good, got some favors to ask.
I want to see a therapist, but I don’t know what the deal is with me, this sadness I carry, always thinking about how the living dies and hurts others in horrible ways and I can’t just do anything, can just watch. The only thing I can do is to be there for the ones I love but even then, nothing is sure. I don’t even want to die that bad now, I feel like I have a job to finish here. It feels like that my sadness drives me on since no long, but what is the destination ?
Can you ask to make specific tests ? Or is it the therapist who decides ?
Thought I bested my “sad phase” a while ago, but it came back at full force, maybe I should give up. No not giving up. but we should, we need help. the only person who can help us is us. but we can’t handle it. and what then seek help to a stranger who maybe will change the way we lived. i know that I am scared but we have to do something don’t you think ? I don’t know, I won’t trust them, they are only after our money. Don’T talk like that, maybe she won’t. Then why is she get paid for ? Has to live. I won’t run, we ran enough, we have to face it, like we always did, with the help of no one, just us. This time I will not hold the ground,friend.