So I just started my third year at Highschool, first year NCEA and I’m finding it really hard to keep up with all these other thoughts in my head. I hate school, but I still get pretty good grades and I’m starting to hate school even more, I think I’m about to fall apart. Over the last couple of days I have had so much suicidal thoughts. About 10mins ago I took an overdose (Only 10) and my heads just filling up with all the depressing thoughts.
I don’t really think I have to explain my thoughts to you guys, I mean most of you have the same ‘depressing’ thoughts. I just really need some help/advice before I fall apart and it’s too late.
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I only got my Level 2 NCEA back in 2012 — which was three years after I’d been kicked out of school (I was fifth form much like yourself). There’s always options if you don’t happen to finish your NCEA, you’ve got the option to do tertiary study afterwards. Without that, I’d have never been able to enlist, so yeah.
S’pose schooling in NZ ain’t too bad, provided that the guv’ment stops screwing over the education sector and proper opportunities are provided to students.
Have a good evening.