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So Long… For Now

by mranony

I am so tired of feeling depressed. So tired of running away. Just so tired.

I wanna do something about it for once. Despite my love for death, I can’t help yearning for change.

I have loved death for a long time now and I think it’s time to move on.

But in the same time, I don’t want to forget about death. I’ll still love death but I’ll try living better than this.

My life from now on can consist of ups and downs. But I’ll try facing it like a boss. Because you know what? I am the boss of my own life. And I don’t want to lose to life.

I’ll try explaining myself to my parents in hope of them helping me. I’ll try being a lot nicer to myself. There may still be urges to hurt myself but it’s totally cool. Or I dunno. LOL. I am being so indecisive.

So umm… As I was saying, I won’t entirely change myself since that can give me a shock and might eventually lead me to depression again. But I’ll try living my days a lot better.

So long for now.

To my SP friends, so long. Cheers.

(I’ll miss a lot of people here so I’ll come once in a while to check on your lives.)

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x 2/3/2016 - 8:18 am

mranony!
excellent to hear this. Good to see you’re trying for that rewrite.
I’m heading for some changes in my own life, too. Hopefully they pan out for the both of us.
Be kind to yourself, my friend. Life may be sadistic but we don’t have to help, yeah?

Cheers 🙂

mranony 2/3/2016 - 8:52 am

X!!!
Yeah. That most awaited rewrite XD
Good to know that you’re doing something about your coffee. I do wish it’ll taste better.

Hell yeah XD
(But I am a masochist soo… XD)

Cheers 🙂

PhantomCitizen43 2/3/2016 - 8:40 am

YES. Move on past your interest in death and go out and LIVE!! Get involved in positive things that make you happy and just pursue happiness. You’ll have plenty of time to be dead after your natural death. Death is overrated anyway. LOL

mranony 2/3/2016 - 8:53 am

Hell yeah XD
I might as well shift my course in college.
Since I’m not happy with my current one. It’s so stressful @,@
LOL

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