So after finding out I owe my college more money than I thought the other day I told my mom I was giving up and I didn’t care about my life anymore. Of course she never takes it serious when I talk to her about suicide/ depression. So today she wouldn’t stop harassing me to get my W2’s so I could get my tax return (which won’t even be a couple hundred dollars) and I told that I already I was giving so why would I even file, since my dad already filed me as a dependent even though he doesn’t buy anything for me, since it would all just go back to the college anyway and there’s no way I’m ever paying off what I owe them. I told her to not even bother with it now and she told she wouldn’t because she had given up on me a long time ago, so I told that was fine because I would be dead soon anyway and so she told me that she wishes that I was dead and that I should go ahead and do it and that she had enough problems in her life without me. Then she told me that I’m just like her ex-boyfriend (he just broke up with her) and that the world was better off without me. This makes it so much worse just because I’d like to make her eat her words because she thinks I won’t really kill myself even though she knows I’ve attempted suicide multiple times. Honestly her not believing I would just makes me feel like I have something to prove and only motivates me more. I was so upset by her saying that that I cut myself again for the first time in over a year.
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That sounds absolutely awful! No one deserves that treatment, let alone from their own mother. She’s wrong, so wrong. You matter.
Your mother is not nice. Not at all
You deserve better!
No one should have to hear something like that from a person who is supposed to love and care for them.
chelle428, if you are suppose to file taxes you have to do it, or they will contact you and fine you! then they will keep the money they owe you and possibly tell you, you owe them for penalties, 25% for not filing, 25% for filing late, interest, just file.
My dad claimed me as a dependent, if you’re claimed as a dependent you don’t have to file. You can still file though, but your return will be much smaller than it would have been. I’m already claimed one someone else’s taxes, so I don’t have to file at all, I just can.