The Void

Hey drowning, you seem to be doing a little better tonight. I totally get the eating thing When I was younger one of my favorite things to do was eat until i couldn’t eat any more then throw it all up go and eat a bunch more, throw up, rinse repeat. I’d do this all night long. Not quite what you are doing but I understand the food compulsion.

I stopped doing it when I moved to Texas so I take that as a sign that the is the right place to live. Replacing the bad stuff with healthy stuff to compete with it is hard, and you have to stick with it, which is even harder. I went on weight watchers three years ago. I really like it because I eat health but I can eat all day long all I want because most fruit and veggies are free, including cooked. I still have days when I eat an entire box of Poptarts or bag of marshmallows but mostly I eat healthy.

No idea if this helped or now. What you wrote just reminded me of all this.