Today ans last night was weird

So yesterday was the most stress full day ever wondering or not is going to drag me out of my husband grandparents house so go news he didn’t.so that leaves me with scary unsurance what is going to happen and I don’t know.

so what kind end of happenig was my husband and I I end up watching a documentary about 11 which means anxious depressedso when the movie ended.he took of the computer awayw and he kept on asking me what was wrong physically wouldn’t answer like a really with all my strength not. Able open my mouth and tell him. I was scared and I didn’t know what was going to happen and I don’t know why I just couldn’t.

and his grandmother kept say im 21 could do whatever you want to make your own decisions but i cant make the dission leave Florida I. Have agree with there disesions if that’s not contradictory in any way I don’t know what the hell that say about that.

and then this morning I go dukin donuts like I do almost everyday the past month I was sitting and waiting for my order some strange man sparks up a conversation as I was on SP reading things and he just started saying things like do what you want on Florida’s amazing again just really good person and I told them I was married and things will get better figure out some things to do in town it’s a great place here do you like to do things like that because we are not one time funny videos you spoke to me beside the cashier.

good note I spoke to my brother and I told him to go wife and forget about what my parents tell him and live your life don’t let them destroy your life and get to you even though that’s exactly what i with them to drink but I can do advice giving but I cannot help and then whatever takes off his wife and I hope she doesn’t hate me and he says its not my fault but I really know it is because i dint bend to my mothers rules.

but I’m completely different note was extremely happy the year that Leonardo DiCaprio. Got an Oscar