I am heading back to my room to get my mp3 player before hitting the beach. I want to walk it as I watch the moon rise to kiss the stars. Soon, I will be one of those amazing lights up there.
Walk with me? Leave your invisible footprints beside mine. I won’t tell. 🙂
Love to you all.
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Yes,lets walk together 🙂 you’ll be a star too
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I’m not sure if i should ask you to reconsider your choice; and i cannot imagine what you have been through; except that its terrible, but you had good moments as well. I don’t know if life has a ‘point’, but I think for someone to want to live, there has to be a reason. Sure we appreciate kindness and friends, etc, but on the greater scale, what lies in life for us? Where is the substance?
Well if you won’t I will . Don’t do this. There is said it. Everyone is dancing around this saying good journey gentle tides and shut like that. Well I’m not going to sit and watch her count down the minutes of her life while we all watch. Don’t do this. Because there are people here who have reached out to you and you deserve to give yourself a second chance. There is absolutely nothing so terrible or urgent tonight that you should not give yourself breathing room. This forum saves lives. For me to sit here and say bon voyage would go against everything I believe is right in this world.
Thank you Hazy, I do appreciate that but I actually do have a personal and pressing matter on why it does need to happen tonight. And I have given this world second of countless chances. Nothing changes and I’m okay with that. I know all I need to know now and I appericate that fact that you stood up and said just want you wanted to. One of those things I’ve always like about you.
And I am grateful to all who have reached out to me….truly, you are all amazing. I’m grateful to you all.
Now, I’m putting in my earphones and walking the sands of time. I’ll take some pictures and post them when I get back.
Again, HUGS. Again, thank you.
I support this answer… I do wish there was a way for you to not have to do this… a change of identity… you are at Mexico now… disappear from who you were…. I don’t know your story… I just really think you deserve not to hurt yourself this badly… sorry
I mean, that we do appreciate the usually small amount of good things in life; due to that we tend to appreciate them more
I don’t walk so well these days and it’s hard to push wheelchairs in sand, so let’s just pretend that for today I magically have the ability to hover and levitate and fly.
Which sort of makes sense, since if I could do that, the beach would be the first place I’d go.
Yes. I’m there with you, in some way or other.
There’s no way you should be alone for this.
In fact, there seem to be a LOT of invisible footprints alongside you.
And I will count them all and smile. Thank you Cordless.
You can hold my and and I will hold yours in silent splendor. Tonight we can dream each other to places that the other would want to be. 🙂
I like walking, so yeah, let’s do it. 🙂 Maybe we’ll find some pretty shells in the sand.
I eventually got to sleep, at something around 5AM. Don’t get to see many stars around here. Too much other light. I’ve always enjoyed the night. Less of the world weighing down on me, perhaps? Don’t have to worry about seeming to be a functional part of society as much when it has all retired. Just the silence and solitude and whatever sense of beauty I can find in the shadows and the sky. Suffused in night, surrounded by dark and under the vast expanse maybe it seems my own troubles become smaller in comparison, and I can find something I can call my own, my own place or peace or place and piece of mind. Like I can sing without hearing myself.
I could use a walk round about now. Walks always help me clear my head. 🙂 enjoy that walk twix.
I’ll be there with you dancing in the sand. Laughing at the moon. Sailing off to some other realm.
Yeah.. Concern here, why does it have to be exactly tonight? Are you stuck financially or something… just a question. I don’t know why it has to be at this time. I hope this wasn’t some impulse decision. I don’t think it was, but please give yourself time if that is feasible now. I’m sad that all these intelligent people are doing this!!!
YOU HAVE ONLY BEEN HERE 2 DAYS PLEASE STAY FOR A WHILE. WE WILL LISTEN
Maybe there is something that can help even though you have said you have really tried. The only way you can maybe do get some help here is to give us a chance..2 days isn’t enough.
There hasn’t been anyone talking you into death has there? I mean nothing wrong with death, but really…