i find it so hard to express how I’m really feeling or mayb I don’t know how I’m feeling
so the mental health people come to check up on me every 3 days now because what happened on Monday well the woman asked do I regret doing it I pursed and said noI don’t….
because my life is pretty much a mess I don’t know what to do were to start lost interest in everything I’m bored of life iv seen enough and been though a lot why be optimistic ? Yeah things can get better but finding happiness is what counts and I don’t tink il ever be happy deep down but things could also get worst so why stick around I don’t have a purpose for being here Im mentally and phsically drained and haven’t got the energy to be soul searching for my place on earth I feel alienated here anyways depersonalised
im floating though life hitting every fuckin branch in sight rant over