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by insteadshesaid

I once said in one of my earlier posts that I ‘longed for the feeling of not feeling at all’

Unknown to the fact how unbearable it is. I feel so numb. I don’t feel happy nor sad. I don’t get excited, nothing motivates me any more. I haven’t loved anything in a while: music, people, family, enjoyment.

It’s so shit.


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DarkTide 3/14/2016 - 3:54 pm

The feeling of not having any joy from the things that normally do. You desperately search for anything that makes you happy but there is nothing you find. You feel like you are sky diving and drowning at the same time. You are desperately trying to find something to hold onto but everything slips away.

MyNiceSuicide 3/14/2016 - 6:34 pm

Exactly like this…

bnwB 3/14/2016 - 6:03 pm

You should’t give up! Search for something that will make you happy. I know that ‘feeling’ I think it’s good to start with something that is easy for you, perhaps to find some good music?

MyNiceSuicide 3/14/2016 - 6:37 pm

Man…I am exactly like you described. Nothing or no one interests me.
People noticed I changed and they are demanding happiness and smiles. Sincerely speaking I want to punch their faces.

Greenz 3/14/2016 - 7:09 pm

I can TOTALLY relate to this. Well, keep pushing onwards, I guess…

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