Well its finally come down to it I’m either going to end it all in the most lethal and consequently probably most painful method possible today or I’m going to go the hospital and go back to the psych ward to try to get some help tomorrow. Honestly I’d rather end it because I doubt getting help will really work but getting myself to use a means like that is really difficult
I hope you choose to live. I almost chose a painful, violent death not too long ago, but I changed my mind. I don’t regret a thing.
Hey there. Love your name. If you can just go back to the hospital.