When im drunk my conversations with people are way better and they all seem to love me. When im drunk music sounds better.. somehow I am a better poker player when im drunk.. I wish this was my natural state.. fuck..
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I feel the same way. No one knows but I’m pretty sure I’m an alcoholic. It’s not ideal but at least we’re still here, right?
Im not sure if im an alcoholic.. It helps me in most social situations, some years ago I even took an exam drunk and got the best possible result.. idk.. its one of the few things that seems to make my mood better.. regardless of the side effects I will keep drinking for the time being…
In high school I was the same way. Took exams drunk. I was a straight A student. I think if you suffer from anxiety then alcohol is a way of self medicating. I wish I had some advice to give you but I don’t. In an ideal world we would all meditate and do yoga but unfortunately this isn’t an ideal world.
Somewhat cool to hear you were/are the same way and that it also worked for you. And don’t worry.. I dont need any advice, I got no school or job.. Im managing.. for now.
I used to feel that way. Then I was put on xanax. Now I feel that way about xanax. Only, it hates me and wants to kill me. We have a love/hate relationship. I can’t live with it (it’s given me chronic fatigue) but can’t live without it. (I have the worst anxiety known to man.) I’m just stuck.
The chronic fatigue sounds horrible.. I don’t know what else to say >.<
I indulge in cannabis myself, but I won’t pass up a healthy amount of beer if it means I don’t have to think about who I am and what I’m doing.
Cannabis has been helping me enormously to work through my anxiety. The substance itself doesn’t necessarily have anti-anxiety effects on me. Quite the opposite actually. It increases my anxiety quite a bit. But being in this heightened state of anxiety sort of highlights all my problems and lets me tackle each one individually and personally.
Cannabis also makes me more emotionally honest with myself. I think when people are depressed they deceive themselves more. The anti-depressant effects of cannabis more or less force you to unlock all the lies you’ve told yourself. This has really helped me work through some of my mental problems.
Alcohol is such a horrendous substance. Yeah it often makes me better at social interactions, but it really is poison. Poison in a bottle. Want to commit suicide? Just become an alcoholic. I think their life expectancy is like 3-4 years.