So I have been temporarily let out of the hospital… On condition that a nurse is always has to come over and check on me I wanted to surprise you guy’s I was let out maybe 6 hours ago I just didn’t feel like talking… The hospital made me worse currently right now is a box of painkillers with over 750 pills in it and I don’t know what’s stopping me from taking the whole lot…. I’m honestly done with life but if I fuck up now and don’t succeed I won’t be let out of the hospital for a year or 2….
My “Mom” is currently gambling and she won $600 so right now I’m alone. I could end it all but something stops me from doing so…
-Sui
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Hay sui
Hey
How’s things ? I would email u it’s easy but your email not cuming up on my email don’t no y how r u
Empty… I’m not fine I’m not okay I’m just empty
Im with you sui but I want you to stay selfishly you were greatly missed and you werr gone for a few days . I got to go check in to the airline I want to talk to you .
I haven’t talked irl in like 4 days… If I keep it up I’ll be mute…