I really do hate reality iv always tried to avoid it by all means by smoking weed drinking or eating the only thing that seems to work right now is eating or self harming the SH sort of brings me back to reality for a short wile then I float off again dose anyone know if depersonalisation comes under borderline personality disorder ?
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I don’t know what depersonalization is. I also don’t have a handle on reality. What is reality? Am I real? Am I only a 3D holographic image? It’s a crazy world and humans …. ?? who knows. I do know that when you meet someone, talk to someone, and they speak with you there’s an illusion. Most of us re speaking and acting through almost a hypnotic trance we’ve concocted around ourselves. Who is typing this now? Some guy who has learned about life from his parents, environment, friends and the working of his mind. It’s all smoke and mirrors. Nothing is real.
Depersonalisation is living life in third person search it it’s how I feel iv had it for year but didnt realise til I did research