Change of plans I am going to lake tahoe much eairler than expected I leave at 9:00 am florida time. S o I’ll see how things go . besides that any body wanna talk?
They’re so strong.. I feel all the willpower I had disappeared. I no longer have the strength to do so… They’re winning… Whispering, laughing, mocking me. They’re telling me to end it all. But I don’t have the strength to do anything…
Dont let them talk to you like that your better than all of this . this might sound strange but I feel you feel numb so yoi dont try again and you get to stay and maybe hopfully get better .and I keep a real friend.
Am I better than all of this… I’m starting to wonder… I’ve lost 5kgs from not eating… I’m too fat I need to lose weight refer back to the bunny onesie pics you’ll see where I’m coming from…
Is it bad when I say I’m craving pain but even if I wanted to harm myself I wouldn’t be able to feel it meaning I wouldn’t be able to fill the craving I have a need for? The demons are telling me to do so they’re calling me names they aren’t leaving anytime soon…
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Hey Kupo ! Lake Tahoe? Is it good there?
@ passion no Idea yell ya the truth. Thunking about killing my self there .
*thinking
Hey
Hey As missed you
Yeah missed you too
How are feeling
Numb not my hyper self as you can tell
Yea I see sui you attempted another time you will be gone over a year ?
That’s if I do attempt then I go away for a year. The demons are coming out to play…
What dose that me the demons are out. put them away enough is enough . your insanly funny and fun and kind person why do want to end it so bad ..?
I feel drained like any happiness I had just vanished.
Hey glad to see you back
The demons are trying to win and if I let them and if I’m not successful you won’t hear from me for a year…
Hi im back why not fight the demons sui
They’re so strong.. I feel all the willpower I had disappeared. I no longer have the strength to do so… They’re winning… Whispering, laughing, mocking me. They’re telling me to end it all. But I don’t have the strength to do anything…
Dont let them talk to you like that your better than all of this . this might sound strange but I feel you feel numb so yoi dont try again and you get to stay and maybe hopfully get better .and I keep a real friend.
Am I better than all of this… I’m starting to wonder… I’ve lost 5kgs from not eating… I’m too fat I need to lose weight refer back to the bunny onesie pics you’ll see where I’m coming from…
Idk i dont remember the onesie
Is it bad when I say I’m craving pain but even if I wanted to harm myself I wouldn’t be able to feel it meaning I wouldn’t be able to fill the craving I have a need for? The demons are telling me to do so they’re calling me names they aren’t leaving anytime soon…
http://suicideproject.org/2016/03/attemptedsuicide-the-bunny-xd/
Its not weired it happen to us all tell the demons to shut the hell up
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I’m up kupo
What cha doing drowing
I’m just on the sofa how u doing u feeling better from the other night ?
Kind of im just happy to leave this town how the other one treats me Im not sure immon my way to the airport now
Maybe the move will bring a positive change, even of you dont hope for it I will hope for it for you 🙂
I hope for a change but this change brings problem its a problem I am tired of fighting .
Hope it goes well were u off to
Well I still hope for the best and Im on here a lot latley so always feel free to talk 🙂
First san Francisco then tahoe