From personal experience, I’ve noticed it ISN’T easy.
Cut veins clot so fast it rarely results in bleeding out to the point of death.
Our bodies often fight against overdoses by making us throw it up…. or processing it and causing liver damage. Not enough damage to be fatal, but enough to be a serious problem later on.
People have survived surprisingly high falls, only to be permanently crippled and dependent for the rest of their lives.
People have also survived gunshots, sometimes having to live for years afterward with hideous facial damage.
I definitely understand needing to escape and get out.
I’ve wanted that a lot throughout the years (this week more than most).
I’m just saying, bodies have ways of fighting to keep us alive even when our minds want the opposite. 🙁
That’s my biggest fear. To survive and have problems…
I think I’ll try to make an exit bag with gas. At least if I fail, I won’t have a damaged liver, broken bones or a messed up face. I’ll just have a damaged brain which idc about. I hate my brain. I wish I could erase all my memories.
I tried to OD once, I knew that if I threw up there was a chance I would throw up the pills. 47 advil and 24 tylenol (71 pills total, I counted each one) and a short sleep later I power puked in my bathroom 3 times almost back to back. I fell back to sleep and waited for the embrace of death, to no avail, I slept for 5 hours and when I woke up I was disheartened because I thought that I had puked too much. I told a friend and they phoned an ambulance that took me to my local hospital. I convinced them it wasn’t an attempt at my life and they divulged that if I hadn’t received medical attention when I did I would’ve died in another 2-3 hours
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From personal experience, I’ve noticed it ISN’T easy.
Cut veins clot so fast it rarely results in bleeding out to the point of death.
Our bodies often fight against overdoses by making us throw it up…. or processing it and causing liver damage. Not enough damage to be fatal, but enough to be a serious problem later on.
People have survived surprisingly high falls, only to be permanently crippled and dependent for the rest of their lives.
People have also survived gunshots, sometimes having to live for years afterward with hideous facial damage.
I definitely understand needing to escape and get out.
I’ve wanted that a lot throughout the years (this week more than most).
I’m just saying, bodies have ways of fighting to keep us alive even when our minds want the opposite. 🙁
Agreed, the more research you do the more you find out that it’s not that easy.
If someone was assisting you though, that could be so much more fool proof, if only it was possible
It is possible, it’s known as a suicide pact.
That’s my biggest fear. To survive and have problems…
I think I’ll try to make an exit bag with gas. At least if I fail, I won’t have a damaged liver, broken bones or a messed up face. I’ll just have a damaged brain which idc about. I hate my brain. I wish I could erase all my memories.
I tried to OD once, I knew that if I threw up there was a chance I would throw up the pills. 47 advil and 24 tylenol (71 pills total, I counted each one) and a short sleep later I power puked in my bathroom 3 times almost back to back. I fell back to sleep and waited for the embrace of death, to no avail, I slept for 5 hours and when I woke up I was disheartened because I thought that I had puked too much. I told a friend and they phoned an ambulance that took me to my local hospital. I convinced them it wasn’t an attempt at my life and they divulged that if I hadn’t received medical attention when I did I would’ve died in another 2-3 hours