Its frustrating. I have no one.
Here I am typing furiously at a “friend,” saying how badly I wanna kil myself.
And all I get is sarcasm.
All I get is,
“Thats a tad bit too dramatic.”
Really? Really? But you know I want to kill myself. But you’ve heard me. You’ve heard me already you know this.
You know I was sent to that stupid damn hospital. You know its serious.
You know I’m not OK and I’m sad and I’m trying to fucking fight and I’m just SO. FUCKING. SAD. AND. ANGRY. AND. …
I CAN’T.
TAKE.
IT.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh.
OH FUCKING.
SORRY.
PARDON ME GUYS,
IF THIS SEEMS A TAD BIT TOO DRAMATIC.
HA HA HA 😀 😉
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It’s messed up when you’re not being taken serious like that…:(
Nobody. Fucking. takes it seriously.
My parents say it was a “MISTAKE”
My sister says I need to be hit and disciplined more.
My friends don’t care.
In fact, they all left me when they knew I was going through this.
Nobody cares.
I get it.
I get it I get it I get it.
And I’m tired.
That’s fucked up…! Do you have other friends and relatives that can help you?
Nobody cares thats true. My family thinks i was just a burden and friends will not go to any extend to be there for you (because they dont know how). My sister tried to understand but after a while they all just kinda give up on you. and you left alone to fend for yourself. This is a fight you have to beat on your own and when your gone all of them are gonna regret and say “boy i wish i could of done more”. This cry for help is not being heard by anyone thats why there are so many suicides. Just hang in there. focus on yourself and lift yourself up- its hard but you can do it. youve made it this far. dont give up yet. dont give up yet.
That is fucked up about your family. :/
it’s okay. people run away from me just with the sight of me 😀 isn’t that fun? too bad I don’t even live n the USA. otherwise , I could approach and say a hi! sure, ghosts have to support each other aint it correct?
GTSuicide_6, you are not alone, everyone is fighting so i’m i the more you fight to better the results, remember depression is a hard nut to crack, it takes a lot of work you have to stick to it.