I just want to get away from me!
I don’t know what to do, all I have is a hope that it’ll be over soon if I can be brave for once in my life and just kill myself I’m so sick of being alive it’s so fake nothing about this is real. How can this be what life is supposed to be like I hate it I want off this ride I’m so done. Nothing even happened it’s just a culmination of my life I’m so sick of my memories my thoughts my worries. All I wanted I think out of life was to be loved and even that’s too complicated Jesus Fucking christ. I’m just sick of myself sick of life sick of everything I just don’t get the pleasure of living anymore it just sucks. Life sucked the fun out of living it could have been so fun but people just suck balls you all just make it such a horrible place to live fuck humans I want off this planet.