I just want to get away from me!
I don’t know what to do, all I have is a hope that it’ll be over soon if I can be brave for once in my life and just kill myself I’m so sick of being alive it’s so fake nothing about this is real. How can this be what life is supposed to be like I hate it I want off this ride I’m so done. Nothing even happened it’s just a culmination of my life I’m so sick of my memories my thoughts my worries. All I wanted I think out of life was to be loved and even that’s too complicated Jesus Fucking christ. I’m just sick of myself sick of life sick of everything I just don’t get the pleasure of living anymore it just sucks. Life sucked the fun out of living it could have been so fun but people just suck balls you all just make it such a horrible place to live fuck humans I want off this planet.
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“…All I wanted I think out of life was to be loved and even that’s too complicated Jesus Fucking christ.”
I had to laugh at this, because OMG, me too! I understand the rotten feeling of how something that should be so simple and attainable is somehow completely out of reach.
It’s hard to see other people so happy with their significant-others, knowing that it will probably never be me in that situation.
I think it that realization, more than anything else, that makes me think of suicide.
Even my ridiculously huge amount of health issues don’t bother me as much as the “eternally-alone” thing.
I also smiled at the last part where you said “people just suck balls”.
I thought “I know, but I still want one!” 🙂
Anyway, I’m glad you were able to post here tonight. Venting is a great thing, and often you’ll find someone who is also irritated about the exact same things.
You always seem to find a way to make me smile even when I’m at my worst
I still want one haha ugh me too I’m so sick ?
People are judgemental.
Yep. My thoughts exactly. Life. Just a long string of disappointments, with the biggest disappointment at the end (that is, if you’re hoping for some silly ass pie in the sky heaven).
Yeah, humans suck. I’ll second that idea.
People are hypocritical, judgmental, selfish. Oh, and they’re obsessed with inflicting suffering on others, be they human or animal. Yeah, people just suck.