I promised on killing myself on April 6th.
But now I realize I have no time.
I need to get everything organized. But I don’t wanna change the date.
ARGHHHHH.
Lord. lord lord lord.
You know what I hate? Today I am in a good mood. You know that scares me.
Because now I just think, “Wow….What if on April 6th I am in a good mood?”
I don’t have the rope ready!
Dear god its so close I don’t have time!!!!
I DON’T WANNA CHANGE THE DATE SOMEONE HELP.
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Chill Gt chill breath
Hay GT
No i can’t chill. I can’t im so afraid. and stressed. Im not supposed to be stressed over suicide THIS ISN’T HOW ITS SUPPSOED TO GO.
Your gonna be stressed over suicide your planing on killing your self . you body and everything eles donsent want you to die.
no. no i need to die. i cant be alive. i did this last year, see?
i STAYED alive for a year and its getting worse i gotta die this year and usdfhasduifhasdf
I just sent you my e-mail
I have been practising with the method I chose so I keep calmer and calmer. I recommend you the same: repetition.
I know exactly how you feel. I’ve been doing the same thing. Try to relax and sleep on it, trust me everything is easier with a new day and new perspective. Break down the problem piece by piece. Tackle each thing you need to get done one at a time and just breathe. You can worry about your mood when you get prepared. Even if you might back out, just get things in order in case you’re ready. Obviously not pushing you to do it.
GTSuicide_6
Nothing wrong with changing the date, i set dates all the time for projects it’s only a goal, when i see a few rocks been thrown in my and that date is no longer reasonable, i postpone it, rethink it and make a new date or just say it will be close but not that date, it’s important to be flexible.