Today I burned my arm over the boiling kettles steam it hurt and still stings but I like it now its something to occupy my mind and its not like a normal pastime or anything and now I feel like I wanna start harming again to feel the pain and take my mind somewhere else for a while this may be good or bad not too sure yet.
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I would do anything to feel pain in this very moment. I understand you completely Mr Angry.
I feel like I’m on suicide watch at home. I get inspected for new cuts. So I can’t cut anymore. Emotional pain sucks. I need to feel physical pain, just to feel alive. I feel so dead.
Im getting more like that now…