I took too many sleeping aids last night, so this morning I feel kind of awful.
Apparently, sleeping aids do strange things to anxiety.
I’m waiting for a therapist to call me back so we can discuss if we’d be a good match.
I’m so tired. And so scared. And so sad.
I want to treat myself to some good Tex-Mex, because it sounds very comforting right now and I want to eat queso and quesadillas. I don’t think I can drive in this state, though. I shouldn’t risk it.
Does anyone else feel like they are programmed to self-destruct?
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I feel that way all the time
Boo. 🙁 I’m sorry you (and I) feel that way.
It would be much easier if we were Gundams or robots or something, right? Then all we’d have to do is push a button and KABOOM. But we have to scream and then drink and then harm and then crash and then burn and even then sometimes we don’t even self-destruct completely.
So tiring.
All the time
Well, at least I know I’m not alone in this feeling.
I hope we can go on and feel less like exploding some day. Thanks for your comment.
Not as much as I used to
One time I took a melatonin supplement for rage and I felt strange
Not so much “programmed to self-destruct” as…specifically arranged as unable to live with myself.
Salsa and tortillas are always nice to have on hand.
And some choice tequila
*ahem*
Don’t mind me.
That’s a pretty interesting way of putting it, actually.