Yup, just what the title says. I’ve started numbing myself with alcohol and how spend more time intoxicated than not. The upside is that settling into an alcoholic reality seems to save me from my addiction of suicidal ideation. I dunno, one seems safer than the other as long as I’m not driving.
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Hey I’m an ex-alcoholic. Alcohol sucks, do you have any other options? Pot or non-addictive drugs or over the counter stuff? Benadryl can give you that drunk feeling without the addiction and it doesn’t destroy your body as much. Notice how I didn’t tell you to quit everything cold turkey because that’s like telling you to stop being suicidal. But alcoholism is a mental and physical downward spiral. Other drugs will mess you up too, but I’ll never go back to alcohol knowing what I know now. There’s a website called bluelight where they talk about drugs, legal and illegal. Please pick a better one! Good luck!