Yet another terrorist attack has happened this time in Brussels. Its depressing. When ever a shooting or attack happens i can’t help but to think why does someone have to lose their loved ones and i have to stay. I get so depressed i can’t help but to want to die. If i trade my life for any person who matters who died in any act of senseless violence i would. It doesn’t feel right at all.
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I know ho you feel. I feel the same way quite often. I read the news and see all kinds of good productive people with bright futures dieing and I am like here with a shitty life and tired of it all and I keep living. WTF is that all about?? I like you would give my life to save one person who has a brighter future then I do. Terrorism sucks. Killing for no reason sucks. But if a person is going to go out and shoot somebody then let it be me for heavens sake. lol.
I even thought at times of going to visit places where outbreaks of plauges have happened. I could minister to those dieing and help them as much as I can… and hopefully get the plague myself and die. lol. Where is Ebola when I need it??
Deadmanliving, I have the same thought all the time. It makes no sense. Whenever I hear about someone with a spouse and kids dying young I can’t help but think, why not take useless me instead? Phantom, I actually tried to join Doctors Without Borders so I could help people with Ebola in Africa. Turns out they refuse to hire physician assistants (that’s what I am).
Cant help but think that maybe it’s the reason why we’re alive. Like something amazing is out there for us but itll take so many years of suffering to get that good furtune..