So I plan on hanging myself on sunday. I know its not nice for my family but I am just tired of it all. I would do it tonight but I have to look after my parents animals.
The night before last I had a huge fight with that girl. It was more her telling me to get some professional help and how she can not be there. It was odd because at the end of the conversation she said she wants to talk about it but I just couldnt do it anymore so I am not responding.