I’m new-ish. This is my first post so I don’t really know how to go about this, or what to say. I honestly don’t know if I even belong here, half the time I think I make up everything in my head. The other half I think I might have bipolar depression? I went so far as to tell this to my mom, who told me that I was silly, and I’m fine and seem happier now that I’ve left my old school..
One thing I’ve been wondering about is if anyone else will sometimes be okay, then go from that to unexplainably angry, and then sad and self harming and all the way back around? That’s what drives me crazy, mood swings and general insanity. I don’t know if this is some weird teen hormone thing or if I’m just screwed up. I’ve been feeling this way for too long, and the sad part of the cycle has lasted almost a month now, to the point where some people are noticing, and I’m tearing myself up because I hate myself for this. Anyhow, that’s what brought me here, I just wanted a community, I suppose. Thanks for reading this, if you did, and I’m glad to be here.
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I’m glad you made a post. Yes this is a really cool online community to come too to discuss these types of issues. There are a lot of people here that are kind and understanding of these types of issues and situations you are going through. Me myself > YES. I have had similar instances where I can go from being fine and dandy and then out of almost nowhere get really upset, depressed, frustrated or angry. So I know where you are coming from and I know its not all that easy to deal with. I struggle from day to day to keep my spirits uplifted and to stay positive… even though I have a lot of pain in my life and have other issues > like fears, worries, sadness, loneliness, depression etc.
Its nice that you made a post and Id like to encourage you to keep posting so long as you feel you need to. This forum has helped me through a LOT of stuff. I have been coming here off and on for almost 2 years. I love this forum and have gotten a lot out of it and I know you can too.
I have also made great friends with some people I have met here and they have become an important part of my life.. and you can too.
Try NOT to think of yourself as being “Screwed up” because your not. Your just have some issues to deal with and this is a good place to VENT and to get some positive feedback.
Keep checking in… and know your not the only one in the world dealing with these types of issues. Your not alone. I hope this forum comes to help you out as much as it has helped me.
Good luck. Hang in there.