The deep end

I jumped into the deep end,

(first my head and then my feet)

I’m drowning in the water;

 I’ve fallen in too deep.

I’m drowning in this bed,

and I’m drowning in these sheets,

my hope was once my life vest,

now I’m sinking in my sleep.

They say “Seek Salvation”

but I haven’t found it yet,

I inhale and I exhale-

I’m still struggling for breath.

I’m running out of oxygen,

I’m running out of air

I’m at war with the world,

but the world’s not fighting fair