The Honest lie

People say that events in the past I should let go

But the sins I have committed they do not know

Many just don’t know my sacrifice

What I had to do to give my Angel paradise

My life was being filled with Darkness

She saved me before I became heartless

But again I lost my way in the dark mist

I almost slipped back into the abyss

She was holding me from falling under

But her cries was louder than thunder

She was holding on to the rope in pain

Seeing her suffer was driving me insane

Wanting to stop her cries

I started to tell her lies

I told her to let go because I can still climb

Telling that lie was my biggest crime

My regret is not about letting her go

But the truth that she will never know

I deceived her into making that decision

Telling her Lies with deadly precision

But now she is in a better place

Not with me which would be a waste

I can’t help it but I am drowning in guilt

Because our last moments I destroyed the trust we built