There is no more reason to continue. I see no more hope.
My friends are gone.
I’m about to loose my brother.
People are out to humiliate me.
Today I lost my job, because I got angry about the abuse of equipment (they haven’t got that big a budget).
I don’t know how to continue anymore. People simply don’t care about me anymore. There’s only so much caring I can do until I need some care back, from wherever it comes. It hasn’t come for a while now.
My heart feels like it’s shredded, burned and trampled on. My life just keeps getting more and more worthless. When I’m gone, nobody will notice anyway, so why not kill myself? I’m so tired. The reigns over my life are slipping one by one from my hands. Why hold on anyway? What’s the use if all I get is pain?
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If it is any help, I am here, we are all here to help you through tough times. We care about you, more than we can express through the computer. You may feel like no one will miss you but that is not true, people you see everyday where you care for them will miss you because they just don’t realize it now but you mean more to them they could ever imagine. I am not here to stop you from being happy, if leaving means you become happy, then that is for you to decide, but just know we are here at any time to help with anything!! 🙂
I’m sorry about the awful day!
That’s a lot to happen all at once, and I imagine it must feel so overwhelming.
I can definitely understand the part about having a heart that feels “shredded, burned, and trampled on.”
If you’re able to have the evening to yourself, do something that helps you to “get the reins back”. Whether that’s watching a movie that you love, or having a delicious sandwich, or listening to some favorite music, or just sitting quietly and resting.
We’re listening here in case you need to vent every day. 🙂
P.S. I learned enough German to know that “HenkWeg” means “Hang Away”.
While my name isn’t positive in my native language, it certainly doesn’t mean “Hang Away”. 😀
Just had the evening to myself. Moving forward from “wanting to kill myself” to “feeling numb”.
I’m so sorry you are feeling this way, I know what it’s like. You’re not alone.