well were to start well having to get up for college at 6 am today and tomorrow and mayb Friday Which really dose suck because I hate college now but I’m one of them people that have to finish something They start OCD maybe who knows
but the worst part is no not having to get up and go to college which u hate or get up at 6 am
The problem is waking up at all I really didn’t plan on living this long I really didn’t I should really have died at 18 or 19 so I’m like a decade over due and still don’t no what to do with my life
has it got any better no it hasn’t why am I still waiting around I GUESS ITS THE WHAT IF question but I honestly don’t no what to do with myself or my life mayb it not my destiny to die early after my 2nd attempt which was not every planned out but one thing I can say is if things don’t get better it will make me try harder next time it feels like a gamble with life right now should I stay or fold ?
Time will tell
how is everyone on SP today ?