GeneralProtected: [vague existential title goes here] by whiskered-fish 3/6/2016 written by whiskered-fish 3/6/2016This content is password protected. To view it please enter your password below:Password: existentialgoeskindlivingpointlessstoptonightwant 10 comments 0EmailRelated postsKnock knock 6/1/2020secrets? 6/1/2020What I like about this website after tasting... 6/1/2020 6/1/2020 6/1/2020If you could… 6/1/2020I want the dream to last. 6/1/2020“I don’t believe in luck” bullshit 6/1/2020Restart button 6/1/2020— 6/1/202010 comments tiredthoughts 3/6/2016 - 12:45 amWhy hopeless kat? Log in to Reply whiskered-fish 3/6/2016 - 12:58 amJust everything.Among the list: I’m going to church tomorrow. My therapist thinks that getting back into the habit of going might help me stop seeing D. But after seven years of seeing D, I doubt he’ll ever go away. Why try? Just makes him more angry. More persistent.And I’m too dirty to be in God’s House anyway. I’m too far gone for Him to reclaim. I’m just fire kindling. And something about me has always suspected that I was, I think. Log in to Reply whiskered-fish 3/6/2016 - 1:06 amEvery time someone tries to convince me that I’m not meant to burn, I believe them. I really do! They end up convincing me and I believe them. But that only lasts for a little while, before I forget the things they told me, and that sinking dread creeps back into my chest like a fox back into a hen house after the farmer’s gone to bed. Never fails. Never never never. Log in to Reply whiskered-fish 3/6/2016 - 1:00 amI don’t know. Just ignore everything I just said. Im a total idiot. Log in to Reply sportsnut 3/6/2016 - 1:20 amhey sis..you are already His.. Log in to Reply whiskered-fish 3/6/2016 - 12:58 pmI wanna believe you. Log in to Reply sportsnut 3/6/2016 - 1:08 pmoh by the way also.. I wanted to tell you that you are super smart.. you idea are well thought out and incredibly articulated.. not for a 17 year old, but for anyone.. I am astounded in a good way by many of the things you say Log in to Reply sportsnut 3/6/2016 - 1:09 pmdanged auto correct.. your ideas Log in to Reply whiskered-fish 3/6/2016 - 1:13 pmWow, thanks. I appreciate compliments like that, even if I don’t know how to handle them.Kind of like when I’m playing with my dog and he gets so happy that he runs away from me. That’s how I react to compliments. Get so happy that I run away and hide. Log in to Reply Hazy Day Sunflower 3/6/2016 - 1:23 pmGod loves dirty birds Whskered, especially our God. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribeAllReplies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.