General Protected: [vague existential title goes here] by whiskered-fish 3/6/2016 written by whiskered-fish 3/6/2016 This content is password protected. To view it please enter your password below: Password: existentialgoeskindlivingpointlessstoptonightwant 10 comments 0 Email Related posts Important pls read 1/17/2021 Life is beyond horrible 1/17/2021 …bam 1/17/2021 endless cycle 1/17/2021 I love you, always did, always will. 1/17/2021 How Sad is it 1/17/2021 Imagine a Village of All Depressed People 1/17/2021 Words To Describe Yourself 1/17/2021 I Wish I Never Existed 1/17/2021 Most people just don’t care anymore about me.... 1/17/2021 10 comments tiredthoughts 3/6/2016 - 12:45 am Why hopeless kat? Log in to Reply whiskered-fish 3/6/2016 - 12:58 am Just everything. Among the list: I’m going to church tomorrow. My therapist thinks that getting back into the habit of going might help me stop seeing D. But after seven years of seeing D, I doubt he’ll ever go away. Why try? Just makes him more angry. More persistent. And I’m too dirty to be in God’s House anyway. I’m too far gone for Him to reclaim. I’m just fire kindling. And something about me has always suspected that I was, I think. Log in to Reply whiskered-fish 3/6/2016 - 1:06 am Every time someone tries to convince me that I’m not meant to burn, I believe them. I really do! They end up convincing me and I believe them. But that only lasts for a little while, before I forget the things they told me, and that sinking dread creeps back into my chest like a fox back into a hen house after the farmer’s gone to bed. Never fails. Never never never. Log in to Reply whiskered-fish 3/6/2016 - 1:00 am I don’t know. Just ignore everything I just said. Im a total idiot. Log in to Reply sportsnut 3/6/2016 - 1:20 am hey sis..you are already His.. Log in to Reply whiskered-fish 3/6/2016 - 12:58 pm I wanna believe you. Log in to Reply sportsnut 3/6/2016 - 1:08 pm oh by the way also.. I wanted to tell you that you are super smart.. you idea are well thought out and incredibly articulated.. not for a 17 year old, but for anyone.. I am astounded in a good way by many of the things you say Log in to Reply sportsnut 3/6/2016 - 1:09 pm danged auto correct.. your ideas Log in to Reply whiskered-fish 3/6/2016 - 1:13 pm Wow, thanks. I appreciate compliments like that, even if I don’t know how to handle them. Kind of like when I’m playing with my dog and he gets so happy that he runs away from me. That’s how I react to compliments. Get so happy that I run away and hide. Log in to Reply Hazy Day Sunflower 3/6/2016 - 1:23 pm God loves dirty birds Whskered, especially our God. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.