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by lonely_girl

Why is it that everything I do comes out wrong? I never get anything perfect, everything is a mistake, a failure. Well it makes sense because I’m a failure too. What’s the point of me living if I just ruin everything? The only time I try to help others, no one ever appreciates it. Fuck it! I wanna die!

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sportsnut 3/12/2016 - 12:42 am

hi there.. I can definately relate to this .. thank you for Sharing

lonely_girl 3/12/2016 - 1:37 am

Thank you for actually reading my passage. I’m glad I’m not the only one going through this. It makes me feel better, but if you need anything, you’ve got a friend here.

sportsnut 3/12/2016 - 1:51 am

hey thank you so much.. I could use one..

Not interested in life 3/12/2016 - 12:45 am

society doesn’t recognize trying
that’s kinda why i don’t help people cuz they don’t even recognize it. Perfect or Gtfo kind of thing

justscribbles 3/12/2016 - 3:09 am

Can’t be true. If you fail at everything you’d been run over when you try to cross the road. You’re judging yourself to harshly.

If everything you do turn out wrong, just dying do anything you normally do. Take it easy!

lonely_girl 3/12/2016 - 6:39 pm

I wish they ran me over, and that’s how I feel like a failure.
Thank you for helping.

iamtheblues 3/12/2016 - 4:09 am

You wrote: “The only time I try to help others, no one ever appreciates it.”

Question: Do you help others BECAUSE you want to be appreciated, or BECAUSE you truly want to help them? There is a huge difference. Think about it.

A thought about suicide: IF you fail at everything, you might want to reconsider suicide. Why? Because if you fail at suicide, you might not die; you might end up worse than you are now! Failed suicide attempts have rendered people paralyzed, brain damaged, comatose, etc.

If it’s any help, I’m a failure as well. My life has been nothing but a LONG string of failures and disappointments. But that’s the way life is. It sucks. Sure, the media highlights all the successful people in the world, but they are not the normal people. For every one successful person, there are thousands of failures like us… maybe even millions. Yeah, it’s tough to deal with; but what can we do… short of blowing our brains all over the walls?

I never ask why, simply because there is no adequate answer. I just try to make the best of a bad situation and take things one day at a time. So far it’s worked for the past 50 years. I’m not saying that it’s going to continue working. It probably won’t. One of these days I’ll probably snap and pull that trigger. But until then, I just keep going like the energizer bunny.

Jack

lonely_girl 3/12/2016 - 6:41 pm

I truly like helping people, I can’t stand to see anyone depressed and would do anything for anyone. That’s how I am.
I probably won’t suicide, but I wish someone just came and ran me over.
You’re not a failure, you can do this!
Thank you for the advice though.

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